I was browsing through my documents and found a short essay, written during my friends and I travel trip. The essay was written in the winter off 2016, on the cruise ship on board for the France port. I can recall that during the time, the world was ablaze with the news regarding the erupting battle in Aleppo. And, of course, some of the people quoted a few Hadith here and there regarding the prophecy of the Great War (al-Malhamah al-Kubra), how the Mahdi roused the Muslims and defeat the infidels et cetera et nauseum. I can't remember wholly the full hadith, but the essay was written in such context.
It is important to note that any of the essays are of experimental values, for I realised that it is a loss for anybody to concede to an idea in the early years and forsake the reading of other ideas, in favour of stability and docility. The points elaborated here in the essay were conceived in me being so steeped in Jungian and Franklian's ideas, it reeks so much. I abandoned most of ideas in the body in light of new ideas and milestones. As Keynes once jeered for him changing his ideas, he retorted, "When the facts change, I alter my conclusions. What do you do, sirs?"
And so, here you go, the essay On Fatalism and War. (The italics are of a later edition)
It is normal for the self to remain dormant, like a stagnant pool;
only to be shaken when someone creates a ripple by throwing a stone in it. The
stone could be of any size and any shape, thrown in any time but it is in the only
time the stone thrown that it will create a massive ripple. Out from
nowhere, the stagnant pool shudders and roared back. The colour of the pool
changed; you can always see your reflection in it all this while, but now it is the colour of silt and dirt. And when the ripple has ceased, like every
surge of energy, it will reach an equilibrium and gone to the wind; the pool thus returns
to its stagnant state.
An important note; that this is not a critical essay on the
attitudes of the fatalists of our age. This
is only a monologue regarding the whims and action of a stagnant pool. Why bother
turning our time to the ever-changing action of man while we can stare to a
pool all day long, with lesser headache and debating?
The self will default to a relaxed and calm state
as no man can retain long trains of complex feelings or thoughts without getting drained. Norms and etiquettes and laws of energy decreed that man should be dormant and stable. He will
treat his everyday as indeed just another day and details are unseen except
when he channeled himself to commit, as in the case of everyday challenge and
burdens.
But then, lo and behold, someone throw a stone into the pool. And
what a great ripple it made. Thus, with just a single but great ripple, the pool has
forgotten the small ripples created everyday or every week by the rains or wind as it
is more expedient to grasp and elaborate on a single major event than the many
minor events. The pond is intrinsically
prone to polemics. It is more worthwhile in the terms of energy spent and
the feedback received. Even in social interactions there are strict application of rules of supply and demand, this capitalism of polemics.
Now let us observe on the mechanism of effect of the ripple to the
pond. The pond would not regard the normalized ripples of raindrops as an
important event because the self registered it as a part of self. The body would only respond to something
alien, to a new unlocked experience. The alien experience creates such a large
magnitude of a response that can be compared as the response of antibodies to
non-self particles. The feeling of fear or heightened interest upon the alien
experience is due to the channeling of libido from the orbit of unconsciousness
to consciousness. Archetypes are unlocked and as a defence mechanism, libido is
expanded to explore and to normalize the experience.
The archetype of a battle to end every battle is present in many
cultures and religion. The Nordic notion of Ragnarok is then echoed throughout
the ages and millennia as the Apocalypse, Malhamah al-Kubra and also the World
War. It is somewhat ironic when the self-proclaimed kings of consciousness in
the modern era, during the onset of World War I said that “it will be a war to
end all wars”, which again echoes the Ragnarok archetype. Yet, even in the end of Ragnarok, this mythical "war to end all wars", yet another beginning sprouted. Can we ever comprehend what an end really means?
The presence of a continuum of understanding must not be immediately
subjugated to a doctrine of pluralism. The presence of such a uniformed expression
of thought in cultures or what Adolf Bastian termed as “Elementergedanke” is actually pointing the intricate and weaving of
experiences shared among humankind as a species, producing a galactic-sized
beauty of a tapestry. We must calibrate our understanding to not shudder at
every effort to bring humans together as an undercover act of Satan, but as a
chance to reconcile the already fragmented people of our species. It is in this
time of woes and agony, the right time for us to reconcile the fragments
together.
The Ragnarok archetype along with other archetypes that reflect
distance and depth are a complex and sophisticated product of culture. The
archetypes reflecting distance enabled us to form a perspective of future, and when every two parallel lines extrapolated to the horizon, they will converge to a meeting
point at the far line of sight; an end. This distinguished character of
futuristic belief will naturally give birth to an end, and it doesn’t have to be
entirely fatalistic or grim. But as the archetype of future events produces the
feeling of end, it also creates the perspective of depth. Depth and distance
creates a path to the meeting point and naturally the woes of life will
ultimately give birth to the feelings of sorrow and existential thinking.
The archetypes in the aforementioned categories are also a late
product of consciousness. The Greeks, for an instance, have primitive sense of
future, or even time. Oswald Spengler noticed it through Thucydides who
famously said that before his time there was no significant event at all. The
Greeks lived in the present and there was no sense of depth, distance and
ultimately future. Pythagoras also mentioned that two straight lines would
never meet each other, contrasted by our findings in the previous discussion.
The Greeks then are sheltered from any sort of complex form of sorrow and the
existential Angst, forever sheltered by the notions with their forever circling
cycle of dramas and comedies.
Thus, it is clear why the classicists are devoted to the
Classical Ages. The emancipation of time or even its un-existent, are God-like
to them. To live above time or if there’s no existence of time at all really echoes eternity and
paradise. Almost all notions of paradise are described as living eternally or
with no notion of time at all. And the Pythagorean mindset of the Greeks, where
parallel lines will never met will never shackled the Greeks by the apparatus
of perception and as Blake said, “If the doors of perception were cleansed
every thing would appear to man as it is, Infinite.”
We have elaborated in simpler terms how the species of Ragnarok
archetypes will eventually bore the feeling of acute end and conclusion. We
must next examined the side products accompanies the feeling of depth and
distance to the modern man, why the modern man can no longer ravel freely in Dionysian
orgies and live above time as the Pythagorean man.
The side products from the acute feeling of distance and depth, as
we mentioned, are sorrow and angst. The examination upon the sky will naturally
bestow within us the feeling of unexplored boundaries and transcendence, as Eliade pointed in The Sacred and The Prophane. Thus,
the modalities of depth and distance will give us sorrow and angst. It happens
to many of us the Zeno paradox, the losing feeling in conquering distance and
space and the subsequent installation of the feeling of doubt whether motion existed or
not at all. We, the People of the Delta are the Achilles who forever chasing
the tortoise who started the race first, only to end up a point in the distance
where the tortoise has already surpassed before. The conception of distance
instilled in modern man such fatalistic conception of life and in pursuit
of the happiness, which are romanticized in so many works to be only found “at
the end”. Even in the fairy tales and children’s fables, the “happily ever
after” is at the end of the story. The problem is, to the modern man, whether
there is an end after all after all. Also, the toil to reach the end yields to
no motion at all.
For what are a "beginning" and an "end" except an expression of the ideal, that can never be captured in experience? Of course in supposing a chain of causality, we rightly presupposed a beginning and an end. But, to choose a finite and determined point in an infinite chain and call it a beginning or an end would only yield a gross contradiction. The problem of a beginning and end of an infinite chain of causality is an antinomy that can never be captured and analysed in experience. We can conceive that there is a beginning and an end, but to presuppose this point x as the beginning, again would be a contradiction, for we essentially try to force something finite to a something infinite. The only way to solve this antinomy is for us to acquire an intelligible intuition, rather than the default sensible intuition all of us have. It is through this intelligible intuition, where concepts and ideals can be investigated on the level of actuality, can only then we solve this contradiction. But for us human being, we can only investigate of what is actual only on the objects given in sensibility. Unless we somehow unlocked this ability of intelligible intuition, the so-called God's mind where in His mind is where everything actual lies, we can never solve this dead end. Until then, we must be satisfied on the axiom that if something is possible in thoughts, doesn't necessarily it follows to be actual too in concreto. As Kant rightly points, thinking about a 100 thalers doesn't end with that 100 thalers in my pocket.
For what are a "beginning" and an "end" except an expression of the ideal, that can never be captured in experience? Of course in supposing a chain of causality, we rightly presupposed a beginning and an end. But, to choose a finite and determined point in an infinite chain and call it a beginning or an end would only yield a gross contradiction. The problem of a beginning and end of an infinite chain of causality is an antinomy that can never be captured and analysed in experience. We can conceive that there is a beginning and an end, but to presuppose this point x as the beginning, again would be a contradiction, for we essentially try to force something finite to a something infinite. The only way to solve this antinomy is for us to acquire an intelligible intuition, rather than the default sensible intuition all of us have. It is through this intelligible intuition, where concepts and ideals can be investigated on the level of actuality, can only then we solve this contradiction. But for us human being, we can only investigate of what is actual only on the objects given in sensibility. Unless we somehow unlocked this ability of intelligible intuition, the so-called God's mind where in His mind is where everything actual lies, we can never solve this dead end. Until then, we must be satisfied on the axiom that if something is possible in thoughts, doesn't necessarily it follows to be actual too in concreto. As Kant rightly points, thinking about a 100 thalers doesn't end with that 100 thalers in my pocket.
We have demonstrated so far to indirectly shows how the feeling of
an end, sorrow and angst are the natural product of human civilization’s
advances. We have yet to show directly that
the sorrow and woes of life do not belongs to the unlucky and accursed.
Humans have learnt that what causes pain to be avoided at all cost
but ironically it is the pain that advances mankind. It is the discovery of
pain sparked the terrible genius of a problem solver, a starting point of an infinite
domino trail. It is the experience of pain awakened the first man from his
paradisiac dream and slumber and to get working in reality. It is a part of a
human’s experience and it is high time for us to recognize and live with our
shadows. The reconciliation of two opposites is what make the world and
completes it. The night we shall pass and the woe we will surpass.
Therefore, we have shown that the instinct of life to a completion
cannot be separated with the sorrow and angst accompanying it. The acute sense
of sorrow is a sign of progress or even maturation as the newborn babe cannot
feel sorrow, he escaped time and lives in the present, all he can ask or wish
is the quenching of his appetite but never for sustenance, which only formed
with the conception of depth and distance.
To relate everything into context, I have seen that the recent light
on the Aleppo crisis has made some of us pessimistic and burden themselves to
search for hadiths on the Apocalypse to justify their sorrow. They scurried for
a hadith to justify their pessimism but forget other hadiths that our Prophet
reminded us to plant the seeds in our hand even the morrow is the Apocalypse. It is very daunting indeed that the apparatus of
religion, which has produced the best of human in our history, has now been
used as a suicide tool.
The knowledge of our psychology that there will always be blood and
wars never intended to make us be and grow cold; it only demands us to grow
wiser. The knowledge of our self enables us to strive for the perfection of our
selves, not to bother us with the post-pubescent conception of
paradise-on-Earth. Communism and all of the ideologies intending to create a
paradise-on-Earth have failed because they search paradise in the wrong place.
It is shameful when we explained to them that the Syrian clerics
themselves prevent for any military intervention, they will immediately
retorted “We do not involve in politics”. It is indeed daunting how little it
needed to stir the youths of today and how shallow their understanding
regarding the issues they are speaking about.
Nevertheless the youths of today make an exemplary subject for
self-improvement. Never will they agree to wipe the froth of spirit and frenzy
at the side of their mouth; indeed they wear it as a sign of pride and medal of
participation. And they scorn the thinking people, to be inactive, passive and
it is not hard for us to seek ones who will say the thinking people as cold and
merciless.
Sent forth, then, these youths burning with passion for I too ever
want to see the horizon on fire and the air smelled of flesh and soot. It is
then I can prove that the true and wise sages said are true, but they are no
longer here, both the sages and the boys.